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I started a new job recently so I have been really busy the last two weeks. But I have a topic I will be working on over the next few days and then post on here. 

I have always had trouble sleeping. When I was younger I had night terrors, nightmares, I would sleep walk, and sleep talk. 

As I got older I walked and talked less in my sleep but it still happens on occasion. But my biggest problem still is nightmares. I have several each week, sometimes several a night. I have woken up screaming, crying, fighting, and just terrified sometimes. 

I have had the normal nightmares where someone is chasing me or I'm falling but a lot of nightmares are about things that have happened in my life. I'm going to write a post about some of my nightmares and I'm also going to write about some things I have read that can help with nightmares. I'm hoping I can stop some of my nightmares. Because I know what not sleeping well can do to a person. 

So if you have problems sleeping. If you have any nightmares or problems that I listed about then check back for my next post about nightmares. I'm hoping I can help myself and maybe some others, And if I cant help then at least know that your not alone!

Thank you for reading.

An Eye Opener

My life isn't really going as I planned. I have had a lot of set backs and I'm not sure what to do to get back on track. I have always had big dreams. I use to dream about acting and singing. But those are two of the hardest professions to get into. Im not the best singer and I know that, but I love singing. I love music it's my passion. No matter how my day is going all I have to do is put my ear phones in and escape the world. Some songs take me to past memories and some make me think of my dreams for the future. 

I saw this video on TV the other day so I looked it up on youtube and I have fallen in love with the song. Because it makes me want to keep pushing for my dreams no matter how far away they seem. The song makes me never want to give up. I hope everybody has a dream that they want to push towards. What is your dream? Have you given up or are you willing to try to reach it no matter what.

Update

I know one of my New Years Resolutions was to blog more and I have been really lacking with that one. I have been writing down a lot of things I want to blog about but I just haven't had time to actually get on my computer to type them up. My laptop charger stopped working so now I have to borrow my moms when I can.

A lot has happened so far in 2013. I'm hoping I can get online more to actually blog soon cause I have so much I want to talk about. I have been going through a lot lately in my personal life.

I have been trying to write more songs again, I may post some of them on here. Im working on one right now called "Brokenhearted" I just cant get the music right for it though. Maybe when I completely finish it I will make a video for it and include it in a post. But I'm not sure yet. 

I also start my new job this upcoming week so that will be good and crazy. Because I will be working part time on call which means I could be called in for work anytime. I know this isn't that interesting but I just wanted to give a very small update on what's going on and why I haven't been posting. I will try to post something more interesting in the next few days. 

If your reading this then thank you for taking the time to read my blog. I promise it will get more interesting. :)